| Thursday, December 8th, 2005 |
| 10:30 am |
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| Saturday, December 3rd, 2005 |
| 7:27 pm |
i posed nude for an artist today |
| Friday, November 18th, 2005 |
| 4:54 pm |
i didnt get that job at border's. boo hoo. i guess ill paint some more DnD miniatures Current Mood: blahCurrent Music: walter dropping tools |
| Tuesday, September 6th, 2005 |
| 7:34 am |
dream
i had this awful dream that i was drowning in some sewer with a bunch of people. tim and walter were there, and they were drowning too. i could grab one person and swim through a hole and save them, but i wouldnt have time to go back. in my dream, i saved walter. but when i realized that i couldnt save tim too, i screamed and i killed myself. then i was in my own hell, where i drowned eternally. Current Mood: depressed |
| Sunday, August 21st, 2005 |
| 10:22 am |
chris came to visit me yesterday and we had an awesome time. but a very weird chain of events led to him leaving my place at 3am. im glad he was there to listen to me whine about everything and be a good friend. Current Mood: depressed |
| Thursday, August 18th, 2005 |
| 10:03 pm |
"no, i dont believe in god so i cant be saved. and i dont believe in love so i cant be tamed." Current Mood: contemplativeCurrent Music: ben folds five-mess |
| 2:10 pm |
reading over tims old journals, i notice that he rarely talks about me. Current Music: moby- sleep alone |
| 8:03 am |
ive been so nervous lately that all i can feel is nausea. im always afraid that im going to throw up. Current Mood: anxiousCurrent Music: ben forlds five- dont change your plans for me |
| Wednesday, August 17th, 2005 |
| 6:22 pm |
Keun called me and wanted me to come by and help her paint the walls back. HAHA! sucker! Current Mood: grumpyCurrent Music: giazotto- albinoni |
| Monday, August 15th, 2005 |
| 9:49 am |
NOOOOOOOO!
the first day of school. Current Mood: distressedCurrent Music: despair |
| Wednesday, July 27th, 2005 |
| 10:43 am |
my feet
i just had some foot surgery and eveyrthing hurts. Not to mention that i still have to unpack everything from moving into my new apartment, which is nice. I had a weird dream about nick, he was ordering a mail-oder bride and i was helping him pick her out. Current Mood: gratefulCurrent Music: peace and quiet (finally) |
| Thursday, July 21st, 2005 |
| 10:53 pm |
walt doesnt know that i have a live journal! anyway, im exhausted. ive been packing and moving, and im not even the one thats been doing the heavy lifting. foot surgery coming up, not excited. Current Mood: exhaustedCurrent Music: washing machine |
| Tuesday, July 12th, 2005 |
| 9:21 am |
weddings
so im going to a wedding on saturday. this is the first time that ive been to a wedding since i was 6, so im wondering how its all going to be. its strange, there is something about going to a wedding that makes you girlishly think about your own. and then i realize i wouldnt have anyone to be my brides maids. i had a dream last night where i was going to a all girls university and we had slumber parties. then i played the piano like mad and everyone cried because it was so beautiful. i love Chopin.... Current Mood: sad |
| Friday, June 17th, 2005 |
| 8:42 am |
"I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible." Current Mood: touchedCurrent Music: haunted- the "E" band |
| Saturday, June 11th, 2005 |
| 12:15 pm |
riviting information
for all of you who have held your breaths this past month, i give you the verdict: All is well. me and tim are back together. the end. Current Mood: sleepyCurrent Music: construction |
| Saturday, May 14th, 2005 |
| 9:52 am |
so i have a car! hurrah! but no one noticed that someone tried to gerry-rig the back window to the top. i guess it was broken and someone tried to hide that fact from my dad when he bought the car. so now the cheap-o glue is coming undone and my widow can fly out at any moment. i suppose that could be a bad thing. i have to wait until monday to get it fixed, because no one in town has the correct tools to fix it! goddamn european cars! Current Mood: hotCurrent Music: fans |
| Wednesday, May 11th, 2005 |
| 10:29 pm |
this is really weird:
my mom told me she watched the Paris Hilton porno tape. Current Mood: confusedCurrent Music: tourniquet |
| Tuesday, April 26th, 2005 |
| 4:02 pm |
I passed my driving test. after two years of asking for rides, its over. Current Mood: ecstatic |
| Friday, April 22nd, 2005 |
| 11:59 am |
roommate
i just found out that keun has been using my shower things. Theh, her boyfriend took my towel and used my toothbrush. i am so angry, i can strangle both of them. to make it worse, keun has a specific "disease" on her "skin" that i dont want her giving to me! ever! Current Mood: angryCurrent Music: usher from keun's room |
| Thursday, April 14th, 2005 |
| 11:21 am |
poker
we went to spike's last night and talked about poker for monday. i, having never played poker, execept with my cousin in poland, needed to be taught. walt was taking me home, so he was gonna show me. on our way home, my neighbors were outside talking to keun. there was some tournament starting in a few min, and we were invited to play. we decided it was best for me to learn first, then bet all my money, instead of losing everything all at once. so...i know how to play poker now. its actually kinda a dumb game, if you think about it. its all about guessing and luck. i dont see any real skill involved, other then bluffing effectively. it amazes me that there are people who go and do this for a living. so ill put my bluffing and guessing skills to work on monday(?) Current Mood: groggyCurrent Music: miko |